had a reassuring conversation last night that aligned the planets into their right places. You know it must have been worth it when you wake up the next morning realizing you didn't really sleep much at all and that you can't quite hear out of  your phone ear.  it's bizarre, i honestly can't hear much out of my left ear.  I've been bumping into things all day...

anyways, i'm working on pictures... they're on their way...

I guess when it rains it pours (weblogs too).  My mind can't seem to stop racing.  It's as if there's a little hamster in my head runnin 100 mph on a lil' treadmill after drinking red bull laced with speed.  I'm on the brink of a head ache and I know it. 

Why am I driving myself crazy? Man, I hate the media for instilling this sense of insecurity within me.  sigh... no words could succintly express what i need to say...guess i'll start drawing and see where my pencil takes me...

so much for posting frequently....

3 main things happening since last post

1) graduated = no homework (atleast not for me)

2) still in school, high school that is, who knew i'd be a math teacher

3) moved from Bay Area to South Bay Area (in Los Angeles)

there's more, much more little things that i guess would add up to my existence over the past few months...too much to post, not enough time or energy to do it...i'll leave it at that...

Now that the dust has settled, and all my normal readers aren't frequenting my blogging realm anymore, I feel that I will post my daily life with a frenzy unknown to man.  Probably not actually, but I will update more often I suppose.

Well there's no use in goin over in detail what happened in the past, rather, I'll reflect my highlights of January with pictures and comments. 

So me and this large group of pilipinos (i'll call them seniors) went to tahoe to bond around a campfire, share quality time on the slopes, and most importantly, get our drank on so that we could forget all the time and effort we spent trying to get to know each other.  Alas, who needs friends when you have drank?

So we drove from berzerkeley, you know that place were William Hung goes to school, anyways, driving 3 hours landed us at this hot spot, with an indoor jacuzzi...

So we unloaded our drank (note: keg is in picture above) and gear and started to bond with others. 

We laughed, we cried...

we played reindeer games...

then we went to bed....Next day came and we were in Heaven...ly

It was cool park with a crazy view of the lake...

So after a fun-filled day of eating yellow ice and feeling every bone in your body pop... we went back to the cabin to relax the only way pilipinos know how....

You guessed it, with drank...

and what's more fun that forgetting your woes in a red cup filled with sweet sweet sierra nevada? sharing some with your girl....and what's more fun than sharing drank with your rosy cheeked girl? Taking a picture with that rosy cheek girl as a testament as to how red she gets after a couple of cups of drank..

hmm, sexy....

anywyas after waking up with only one sock on and having no recollection of what transpired the night before, I went home to salvage what little pride i had left...

Stay tuned for February's highlights.

This message brought to you in part by: procrastination at it's finest accompanied by boring Econometrics and Game Theory homework...

there's not too much going on now that I'm home.  just a lot of chillin with family and friends.  so for the past couple weeks or so, it's been either binge drinking or eating like royalty.  sometimes both. 

but other then the cliff note version above, i find myself constantly reaching for something that i can't hold.  i keep hanging on to the thoughts and images in my head.  hoping that if i just concentrate hard enough, my thoughts will materialize into physical reality.  hmm....only 17 more days til i'm home...